Tarrski Takeover: tryin to get my talk to properly explain my walk...

see i can’t

have this type of relation like
hes my man or hes my nigga or
he’s my-try to understand
please pa, honestys the plan
& i don’t mean ‘please pa’ beggin with my hands
i mean like ‘please pa’
im feelin it, damn.

(Angie Martinez-Fucked Up Situation)

Oh my lover, Can’t let go
Somethings wrong, I can’t let go
Nature’s cruel, She laughs at me

(Rain City-Turin Brakes)

you’re perfect.

we’re perfect.
you could-we could be everything i’ve ever wanted
just one price:
stop loving him.
let him go.
& somehow i’d rather live in misery loving him.
than happy without it.
but i gotta be smarter.

Sometimes some lies,
can take a minute to fully realize.
His tears, your eyes,
30 seconds to apologize.
I was burned but I call it a lesson learned.

-Lesson Learned::Alicia Keys & John Mayer

nothing to look foward too.

i always have to have that one thing that im building up too.  last year it was DR.  before that it was theta phi alpha.  before that it was pr.  before that it was ny.  and so on…but right now, i have nothing.  no big plans for my future.  its too hard for me.  it makes me feel like im madd unhappy half the time, and im going through it only to keep going through it because theres no light at the end of the bullshit.  soooo….i need to just save money and be out because im bout to snap.

Welcome to Minnie Mouses’ Center for the Totally Un-Hip

Because waaaay back I friggin loved this shit.  to the point where I thought it was always elton john and minnie who sang it.  Who was that other bitch anyways haha.

(Totally Minnie)

your not everything i could ever want,

but you’re everything I could have come to appreciate.  & that’s a lot coming from me.  the perfect guys are so boring to me, & i always leave them in the end.  with the all i ever wanted type, theres no room for the new and exciting, its what i always imagined.  no room for emotion.  but with you, theres so much i love to hate, n it keeps you on my mind, whether good or bad, all day & all night.  but now your gone, you found your “everything you could ever want” and she fits.  good for you, really.

She was the still point of the turning world, man. I never got over that girl.  Never.  I mean, you know.  I loved a lot of ladies, but not like that.  That was real.  I’ll never forget the first time i saw her.  I didn’t know what had hit me.  I didn’t know what to do, cuz it was so easy with all the other girls, but she wouldn’t look at me.  That girl drove me crazy, man.

-Trip about Lux, The Virgin Suicides

note to self.

there are a lot of two face people in this world, so don’t glorify anyone in yours.  Even if you never ask a single soul to take sides, there are those who do it for the attention.  Steer clear, because it will hurt when you realize what they say about you to the ones they call ‘crazy’.

i’ll keep it real candy coated, valentine
memories of you, when you were mine
a tarnished dream, oh a tarnished chain

-My First Love-Avant & KeKe Wyatt